Apologies for being crap and not posting much lately, the last couple of weeks have been rather strange for one reason or another, I’ve also been in deep thought about my art, and by the time I get back from work completely shattered, my art is about the only thing I’ve felt able to take time to think about recently. But here I am, still feeling quite tired, but I have something to share…my first painting (well not first exactly…but my first since deciding to build a new portfolio in preparation for undertaking a Masters in Fine Art). As I’ve mentioned before in previous posts, so I will keep it brief, my main area of interest is symbolism, and within this broad subject I am currently exploring our relationship with everyday objects. This piece of work was inspired by a period in my life in which I was out of work, had no money, and as a result, as I became more and more withdrawn, my life seemed to revolve more and more around my bed. I came to the conclusion the bed represents the Womb; a place we feel secure, warm, nurtured, and emerging the next morning re-born. The composition emphasizes this representation, being low on the canvas, and the shape of the canvas representing the body. The piece is quite Graphic, not really surprising as my background is in Graphic Design. However there is something about it that doesn’t sit easy with me. My art tutor friend says this is good as it shows I am challenging myself. But I don’t know, it just doesn’t feel very ‘me’, do you know what I mean??? Any way I resisted the urge to over work it, and am relatively pleased (I am never completely pleased with anything I produce, I really am my harshest critic). But you know, I keep reminding myself, this is just the start, and we all have to start somewhere. With this in mind I am ready to move on, accepting that although I may only be-hmmmm-75% pleased with this one, I realise that it has served a very good purpose in getting me on the path I want to be on. The only way is up (as Yazz once said).
